Saturday, November 12, 2005

of conformity and people...

conformity to the world?
what is conformity to the world when people conform to the word conform?

is conformity to the world being different?
doesnt that contradict each other?

is conformity to the world being something that the world hates?
doesnt that seem to point at alot of things that are so called 'conformists'?

the problem is that moral issues are based so much on a personal point of view nowadays that many people lose the origin of morality....
morality was created to prevent chaos....

why can't a guy like another guy?
(i think i've asked this statement like a million times on my blog)
the sad part is...
we are hated by the world
we are hated by people
we are shunned by the community
we are shunned by religion....

what have we done wrong? but to love another person?

they hate us....
we love them back

they excommunicate us....
we try and talk to them...

what is wrong here.. or should I put it in more clear context... WHO is wrong?

For all those people that hate or dislike homosexuals... look into yourself - a hetrosexual... are you able to tell yourself with a clear conscience that we are the bad people around here?

sigh... this could go on into an endless debate...

i'm quite sick of people trying to give groundless basis on why it is wrong and why it is not the way is meant to be...

like a quote from Russell Peters :
"Hey! I've nothing against gays! In fact, we could use a few back in where i came from! (India)"

what sin has a homosexual committed except reduce the world population.. by a small fraction?

it would do the world a WORLD of good...



bleah..



*hugz* know you are at work and cant get to see this, but dont stress yourself out too much wor...



Kingdom of Loathing is a pretty fun game, witty in fact... I mean the words....
A first timer who plays that game would probably find himself laughing throughout the 40 movement points allocated to him in the game...



I wonder.. does my church leadership know that I'm AJ? or are they just keeping silent about it... its not a silent fact that I am... and most of the youths already know...
Or is it because I'm the only keyboardist currently available?

if its so... i'd be so mad...

but anywayz, faith is more important then whatever humans can say...

if they are going to penalize me for being an AJ, i'll probably move to SafeHaven.. already contemplating anywayz... nearer my house some more...

Talking about the youth....
Dont think i'm getting any closer to them these recent months...... Even Haryanto and Simon are particularly quiet and doing nothing much nowadays...
Simon knows that the ASH is starting to get scattered, and he is trying his best to keep it together... I am too, but somehow....... really, we have nothing much to talk about...

Haryanto and Simon can always talk about their favourite thing consistantly - soccer with a fervent and intense interest.. while I'd glaze on mildly and daydream about my very excellent timetable...
Haryanto is so monotonous towards me nowadays it really makes me wonder if I'm have done something wrong...


anywayz.... I feel that... something terribly wrong is going on in the church.. I can feel it...
social.. economic... spiritual... everything seem to be falling apart......


hope paster does something...



bleah...

2 blogs that I've always been faithfully reading are getting so inactive...
Jason's blog and May's blog..
wish they could update soon =P


life has been kind, still...
across the world.... christians are awakening, and realizing that the hour is at hand.... the gospel is spreading faster and further then ever... and the spiritual battle is intensifying...

soon, Satan will reveal his most terrible weapon...
as the Saints, we must be prepared for his coming...

and we must await His coming....




for now... all I want to do is to lie close to his chest and.. so close enough to hear his soft heart beat...
as the ocean rises and fall...
the sound of the crashing waves...

his hand in mine...

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